DOG

look its jesus, no its just me. but really i can see someone in this room also do you hear voices in your head i do and they are telling me that you do not belong to this family, you are more likely decended into earth by Gods/aliens to prove to man kind that one day you will rule the earth. after 2012

Its almost time and its also that time to procastate. I love the holidays but the whole sense of giving time off to be with family and stuff and not do your homework, especially a person who may have ADD/ADHD is a pretty bad idea. Ohh well i can manage. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Because i am the best. opps. not acting like i have schiezophrenia.

i want to blogg about what i learned at psych today so this way i will be able put what i learned into perspective.
intersting part about psychology today is that one of sarah palins new word "refuidate" . WHAT the HECK is happening to the oxford dictionary it is like rupert murdock rules the oxfrod dictionary that were making up all these words i really think that in all of us we are a little bit of schizophrenic.

BACK!!!

i think im back to blogging.
just writing this blog because of pure procastination while watching tha AMA and studying for my abnormal psychology class, while writing a song. maybe i can say that im multi-tasking. hahahah. but maybe i can start next year and hopefully continue this blog. cause next year im pretty excited that feburary and march of next year Noah and the Whale third album is coming and adele's second album is also coming next year so i look forward to listening to it.

Hiatus(or some form of that)

I cant keep up with my life. Always feeling lazy about writing wven though i want to write on the events that happen throughout my life time but its just hard to keep up. My brain seems like i'll write it up tommorrow but now that its tommorrow i forget what to write about.

view

so i had an interview on wednsday in many years. the last interview i had was last year and it was the century theathers one. (planning to apply again). As i think about it more i say that i did okay but i think okay is not good enough. That i feel like i'm lacking interview skills. I feel like appying everywhere and just get an interview and just practice. this cause me to have more Charisma.... baby. thats all i need. But whenever i see myself i can't help but laugh at myself.

win win lose

what a great win for the giants 4 in a row but yesterday was a lost but it wasn't all a lost. got to hang out with great friends and see fireworks and a cool ass poster and they talked about the CY yong awards.

back from popular..... demand?

i dont know if i should be happy that i have facebook back but..... i am so use to not going on facebook. Which can be a good thing cause i dont want to waste my time on facebook. I been reading on my spare time and i want to keep it that way. In a brighter things i get to eat meat again. Rarrm rarram rarram munch munch mnch. Maybe this time i can start to to my wolf pack diet properly. But i still need P90X. in order to start my wolf pack diet.

triduum

counting the last four days till LENT is over. woop woop. (maybe) so went to church at 7:30 a 2 hor long mass. because certain people wash their feet. I have always wondered why they wash their feet until now i kinda still dont know. The homily kinda goes like this: people in the old days has their main transportation on walking and their is this time where we are able to cleanse our feet to... (i dont know ). I also wondered when is it my time to wash our feet. But thinking about it made me think that this mass will certainly end around 11:00pm if everyone gets their feet washed. at the end of mass i thought it was over but we were brought to the hall to see the magnificent body of Christ. I didnt know this until my mother told me that was the body of Christ. I was wondering why we were sitting around this big chalice with a cover.

Earth hour

so i guess that earth hour was yesterday. Now how did i spend my earth hour. well i know i didn't watch t.v. around night time. which is pretty cool considering that i forgot about earth hour. but i did ate some Pho with my uncle after a pretty long day of decorating for a debut party. nice house i would say. Then later when to eat some more because there was a party where my dad works. And OMG there were a lot of food and damn good food too, like seafood pasta, salmon, and spinach and seafood raviolli. but man was i full from what i ate early. Good thing after i ate when to go workout with my friends and my brother. (kinda disappointing that your brother is better than you). Ohh well this means to work a lot harder.

disappointer or not dissapointed

well i just drop the most difficult subject from spring 2010. man how things sometimes changes for the worst. Before the semester started i thought it will be the least subject to worry about becasue i have a friend that has the test and will help me out but instead it came to be the hardest subject from this semester. Well i got to hand it to the people who are majoring in buisness, it a pretty though field when you dont know what the heckz your doing. This can be a good thing for me because i can now study equally on the rest of my subject.

hands

my soft little hands has grown up to be all rough with calluses. But pain is good right?

school may be out...

but my dumb ass stayed at ohlone till 12:00. I didn't even know that there was no class meeting for my biopsychology. On the other hand i been thinking if i should go to MARCH in MARCH. Going to Sacremento, free bus ride, get out of school, maybe tons of fun.

Your so Delicious!

wow. its my 42 post and its pi day. so to all the people are reading my blogs and following me (thank you the 4 of you!) HAPPY PI DAY!!!!

PEER PRESSURE ROCKS!!!!!

daily thoughts.

so i been thinking i want to buy a bookshelve. I was also think about 100 things before i die. maybe by the end of the year or semester i able to finish writing down what i want to do before i die. and hopefully fulfil them all.

interesting.....

today, at the volunteer desk i saw a jonas brother look a like. yup thats right Joe Jonas. wish i took i picture looks exactly like him except middle eastern or mexican like. and people said that volunteering is boring.

owls

hoot hoot.
as i was waiting for the bus. i can hear owls hooting.
and i have this thought in mind that there are owls here at Ohlone????

movie without the E

watch the carzies, this was the first time in a long time since i watched a movie cant remeber when was the last time i watched a movie. Movies seems so different now from what i expect too many young people (such imature too). While watching the movie i keep getting hit by snacks such as M&M's and Twislers, and some type of chocolate rasins(guess). too me it feels like one of those shows that people are their to socialize movies arent movies where you watch it more like you critize the movie on how bad it is or for some people its where who can be the loudest jerk and make people notice you.

season hotel

throughout the whole trip i was reading and listening to music. I found that driving at Tahoe is nice especially at night. I just notice this because every time we go home from a long trip i always go to sleep.Any ways the Tahoe trip was a Tease. AS i see the beautiful snow going to the resort i was tempted to play in the snow but i had to finish reading my microeconomics paper.

let it RAIN!!!!

horray for rayn?
are you ready for the biopsy test coming up tomorrow?
am i strong enough to accomplish my goal for Lent?
will i ever to tired of LOST?
will i ever finish Tin Man?
nursing program at Ohlone?Chabot?Evergreen? De Anza? Foothill? private college?
stop procrastinating and do some studying already!!!!!
GOGOGOGOGOGOGO

counting to fourty

hey what did you do for Lent last year?
> good question i gave up meat which was i think 87% sure that i made it. some days i just needed that meat and some days i forgot that im not suppose to eat meat. and some other things i think i wrote it down in my blog
Okay question #2. What are you going to give up this year?
>WOW. another good question. i will again give up meat, only red meat, and on fridays no meat. Still debating whether or not i should just no eat meat which includes white meat and see how far i can last. Since this 40 days Jesus has scarified for us. Another thing im giving up is useless hours on the interent which includes Facebook and Lostpedia. Also limit my time on the internet(maybe 2 or 3 hours max). I guess thats it.
In your title you spelled LENT, what does LENT stands for?
> Loving Each Night like its our lasT

42 i added 2 days because i am actually starting today.

feels like im __alking with a ghost

so i recently finished reading Carrie and man what a scary book only towards the end. Yet agian i have another one of those things that wrong place wrong place wrong time. This is because during the bus ride to Ohlone i was reading the last maybe 50 pages of the book. it was getting dark and i had class. Going to class it wasn't that bad. But when class ended i felt like someone might be following me and then i have this image that Carrie White was walking across the "bidet" near the cafeteria. as i climb each step of the stairs looking down i am reminded of the philippines how i sometimes get that feeling that i cant explain something that it makes it feel like home.

BUT...seeing the lights from up the hill makes Ohlone looks so nice

what was i thinking

had to go picked up my sister from hometown buffet and then a miracle happened....not. i made a wrong turn (that turn you go to when you go to marina)(it may be also a sign) then i pass tapioca and as i saw a lot of cars across of me i was like sssshit i know this will take long. i wanted to finish my homework (which i did) before LOST starts(made it in time. yep yep) i was thinking to myself wrong place at the wrong time. your wasting my valuble time just picking you up. i dont know what happened but i guess people just wanted to come home and a bunch of cars just happened to be in that intersection between the safeway area.

the great SF pillow fight

first year of pillow fighting. pretty fun but not my kind of game dont know how people can just hit random people anytime to me its kinda wierd hitting random strangers with the pillow. had super fun just instigating and watching people just duke it out. there were two girl fights that i saw, one man fight battling it out and a wheelcahir lady and one green smoke bomb. maybe next year will be different...maybe i will be in a more fighing mode....

Hornets or Bees

Fun little raodtrip. went to sacremento to go watch the fun / vedera/jacks manniquine(sp)
2 hour long with a little traffice. we we just in time. luckily i got to see Fun. not like last time where i have missed the chance see The Hush Sound perform. after the concert went to gold medal and ate some chinese. little car ride home pretty exciting but when ever i start thinking, i think about songwriting and just my classes, sometimes i think about thinking whether or not i should go the the live taping. im trying to count the things on some opportunity that came up and i went but cant think of any. this will be one number that i will have to miss the live taping of demitri martin.

Look at that tree across from me

blood test....speech class...volunteer at kaiser....Fancy dinner...bar hopping....vomit(not me)...changing a tire... dirty hands (manly)..3:00am..sleep ( pretty good birthday party)

thinking about getting a Banjo(any helpers)
finishing up my speech notes (damn this like anholts better doesnt care if your notes are crappy or not)
kinda finish the chorus for my songwriting class seems pretty dull and boring but who knows its just 1 song
listening to songs to inspire me by some more songs to write about

dang this is why i love katy perry so much though she may be hot but she can play the guitar.

i feel a little pooped. my body seems to be in a bad state. my body feels unhealthy. well hopedully i will feel better tommorrow (maybe because i have not yet excerise) cant do it today trying to finish this darn notes.(dont know why im fussing about it)

Days of school

first week not as bad as i think it would be. taking a lot of units this semester so i am already thinking in my mind that Shysta... i my not be able to go outside as much all i would be doing is studying . Classes for this semester are pretty exciting. biological psychology (woot woot, excited to learn more about why we dream and those frequently or reoccuring dreams and especially those wierd nighmares) theres this nightmare where im at my bed screaming but not screaming and this black figure above the ceiling and looking in front of me. Enviormental health is pretty intresting too, teacher is cool kinda looks like russel peters, sometimes goes off topic put is those interesting topics like theories, religons, and philosopies. one of his lectures talks about how the world might end 2012 and showing us examples. i could only remember that the solar system will finally aline and the electromagnetic thing will cause it. he also talks abot that its not called global warming because there is also global cooling forgot what the word is. speech what can you ecpect. songwriting very interesting class. blues/ rock guitar getting ready to learn some solos and other fun stuff, total fitness- my goal is to get a better core, microeconomics-man, how i missed out in news around the states i feel so out of the world when i dont know what is going around our country, so this class will provide me with getting to know what is our country up to.

New year new me

today no more song titles its making me miss the opportunity to blog. because i alway have to think of a good song title in order for me to blog
so starting feburary. (speel check) which i will account for being a new year
JANUARY was such a blank month felt i was dead(too over exaturated) . at least i get to workout (song:workout)
so maybe January wasnt a waste of time
one good thing about january is that i finally have a volunteer job (check mate)
watch a few good movies
what else did i do over the January month?

so GOOD morning Feburary and hopefully this may be a good month